bullshit

im still fighting for justice. i need to sharpen everything for the final countdown. Every last minute, when i find out who are you. you are going down. you ruined everything. babi puki, i'll find you. siap.

'The night is over, as far as im concerned, so are we'

Asyraf

lithium

why am i a victim of lies ? my story is that, it all happened. i was just being me i didnt say anything to people. im scared to even hurt my friends. because they are the only people i got. now its the big fallout. everyone is trying to make me fall to the core.

someone buat fitnah about me stating that ** LOVES ******* . And it got out badly, i was in the middle feeling the peer pressure. that stupid no lifer wants to ruin my life. when i didnt do anything at all. how could it gotten this far ? i was just being plain happy. but that person wants to makes me fall. then he told them to both ** and ******* . Too bad, they believed and now i've lost 2 of my friends. yesterday, i lost one. today i lost 2. i trusted them so much, until it hurts so bad. now, i just dont have anyone. thanks to you, you ruined my life perfectly. you defeated me. i admit defeated.

and now, im ruined, this monday, ** gonna hate me and scold me for sure when the story is false. I didnt even do anything. but everything turned out ugly. All I Wanted was happiness. now i cannot see the sun, i guess i should go. but, please believe me im innocent i didnt do anything. please believe me. i didnt do anything weh. im innocent.

to the pemfitnah: thanks for ruining me. good riddance.

"dont tell me if im dying,"

Asyraf

mencarot

err, dunno what to blog. palat tul =.=

thriving ivory - angels on the moon

bestt

bodoh

life is stupid.

Impossible.

That's not a word that's even in my vocabulary. Things are only impossible if you let them be.

I know, you're all looking at me thinking I'm insane, but if I go around thinking my dreams are impossible, or even long shots... then what's the point in having them in the first place?

I'd much rather just believe things I want are possible, period. Leaving room for doubt, or even the doubt of others, leaves room for defeat. It's really quite simple. Absolutely anything is possible if you believe it hard enough. For example... the competition for the Ivies is so high that Yale accepts less than ten percent of the applicants. Class of 2014 worked out to less than nine percent of the total applicants. 2015 was a whole .7 percent higher at 9.6 percent but I know I'm going to Yale. I'll find a way to make it happen. I could chose not to believe that, but well, what's the point in continuing to work myself to the bone in all of these classes at SMKS9 if I'm not going to be able to get into one of the top ranked schools in the world?

This is not just something that applies to where I'm going to school, though, but across the board in my whole life. Things will only get better if I believe they're possible.

shimmers

hi, today was okay. went to SACC and bought SVR2010. its about time. IT WAS AWESOMEE. the game i meant, they are like chocolate with vanilla on top. and, haha. i might getting a DSLR soon. i cant wait, i only hope my mom jadi beli. jee, life is cruel enough. -.- haha, come back here for more.

'The past is always with us, and awaits to meddle with the present'

-Asyraf

riddle me this

today was acceptable. went shopping for some clothes and a new bag. Have you ever thought you over achieved something ? I mean when youu get what you want. but the conclusion, exist with you over achieving what you want. Example , the sovereign of Austria Maria Theresa, who thoughtt the fight of two dynastic war was the cause of something else, but latter affliction it was hers.

sometimes the things i desire, bring out over achieve. like my plans or my pep talks.

i've been talking to much crap, today was fun. :) not going to school tomorrow. boredom kills.

'We persevere, god gives us hope'

Asyraf