huhu wtf

haha , yesterday was fun spent the whole day kat mid valley and the gardens hahaha.

tgk new moon bapak best sial. u wont regret it. and mase kat mid en , aku maen arcade, lagi maen bende2 tilik nasib tu hahaha bodoh.

ini yg aku dpt.

THE MOUTH OF TRUTH TELLS YOU:

You're full of vitality and people admire you for your love of life.

You lack self discipline and are inclined to excess.

You don't follow regular patterns especially where eating and sleeping are concerned.

Jealousy and envy are always lying in wait to threaten your relationship with your friends.

Happiness in found inside yourself... Look to your heart for the answer.

Love will bring you many advantages.

Your kindness will open many doors.

LIFE: 9/10

LOVE: 5.5/10

LUCK: 4.5/10

HEALTH: 6/10

SEX: 7.5/10

LOL WTF HAHAHAHAHA. bodoh oh buat bende tu >.<

but pheww, smlm mmg best ah, tgk new moon lepak2 and much more. seriously hahaha.

thats all for now.

'He doesnt want you Bella'

Asyraf

platter

yo , longtime ?

haha , anyways , life sucks .

i hate mine .

=_____=

i feel like wanting to be someone else .

there gotta be somebody .

ugh , no mood to blog lah .

'You Ugly Socialite'

Asyraf

coyote

haha, life's been boring recently.

dah book DSLR. :)

nak tunggu mak confirm je,

-.-

susah la sial,

macam fucker.

anyways, sorry lama tak blog. btw, aku tgk chatbox takde org gune pon. -.-

whatever lah,

i'll blog again later.

now i feel down. ;/

'Hail to the new horizon'

Asyraf

end of school

schools over, today was heartbreaking -shed tears-

LMAO, wtf. today was so fun. i got to be the photographer again. if only, i have that dslr like now. damn, susah lah gedik nyer family -__- sabar je lah. haha, bye sekolah. :D see ya next year. form 2 weh, best siall.

bye, going to times square tomorrow. kot.

'We never had a chance'

Asyraf

i want you

CANON EOS 1000d. RM 2,200. 10.1 megapixels. ahhh, damn !

whore

haa, life's been good. hari isnin, i dont know whether going to school or not. tibe2 parents takleh hantar. dammmit, i wanna come sekolah dah nak habes la! yesterday's night was fucking annoying rofl. digging out some rumors that S is going for a thrilling accident. wtf ? lol. okay whatever, im not a PSYCHO !!! ok, now im talking to much shit. ciaoo,

'one last in the shadows'

Asyraf

let go

life's a bitch until you die. thats what i learn in life.

The things I could talk about here are not really things I wantto talk about. I don't care if most people already know about them to one degree or another. It doesn't make it somehow less painful to rehash them needlessly. The end result is more or less the same: my happy little life is a distant memory or an out and out lie depending on how I want to look at it in a given moment. And I can't be the only one who would shy away from needlessly discussing something like that. From things that make you question if the people you thought loved you, even your parents, really love you as much as they say they did.

But I guess I don't have much of a choice, do I? Fine, then.

yes, i do have my society box in my heart whom i wanna share it. but i know thats not going to happen.

That just shows that liife's a bitch. the biggest bitch ever.

'Play it all along, when somethings wrong'

Asyraf

evaline

haha, now im peace. thanks to allah SWT. you make me calm and let all this go. thank you,

now, that its all over now, except one thing. 5% until this resolve is over, sorg budak ni STILL TAK FAHAM. hmmm, whatever lah, atleast now i have proof and shit.

now what did i told you not to play with me ? im bulletproof (: .

hahaha, now im happy !!! i've never been happy since Manhattan 07.

my friends > the world.

'My kingdom is immortal, i will always keeps winning'

Asyraf

invaded

slowly, im invading your territory. you can tell people, that the biatch is back :DD

'theres always a turning point'

asyraf

experts of the fall

Life has two arts. The arts of beauty and The arts of sorrow. When u are chosen to enter beauty world you forgot everything until life turns you around to sorrow. Life teaches us to compromise and be happy to what we achieve.

Sadly, now everyone's picking the hard way. All because of this piece of shit i just covered myself with tissue papers. Everyone's happy while im just visiting the opposite side. Jealousy realms is like how fast did Marie Antoinette execution. The only want i need now is G. imy.

im lost in my life. i cant even expressed it. i didnt do anything. But why ? what the fuck ? someone's just want to ruin me to pieces. Its not my fault they are not happy. but why destroy mine ? when im in a perfect mood for fun and happiness. now im drowning in this deep fucking sorrow. Thanks alot, you've beaten my kingdom. im raising the white flag. just like that, now please go. stay away, all of you.

'i dont have any remedy now.'

Asyraf

fuck

every postpartum, meddle with their gateaway. When life ventures through the flame of the walking light, that is where you met the steps of downfall.

So basically, i hate downfalls. its as pain as ever, and its where the time i consider to be having listening to songs. Without a trace, i have failed to find that loser whos trying to destroy me. If i ever find you you will suffer, just like ur in hell. i'll make sure u rot.

To the outside world, im sure i look the epitome of control. I know i do, because that's what i strive every single day. It what's expected me

'In just illusions of control is just a mask i wear.'

Asyraf

bullshit

im still fighting for justice. i need to sharpen everything for the final countdown. Every last minute, when i find out who are you. you are going down. you ruined everything. babi puki, i'll find you. siap.

'The night is over, as far as im concerned, so are we'

Asyraf

lithium

why am i a victim of lies ? my story is that, it all happened. i was just being me i didnt say anything to people. im scared to even hurt my friends. because they are the only people i got. now its the big fallout. everyone is trying to make me fall to the core.

someone buat fitnah about me stating that ** LOVES ******* . And it got out badly, i was in the middle feeling the peer pressure. that stupid no lifer wants to ruin my life. when i didnt do anything at all. how could it gotten this far ? i was just being plain happy. but that person wants to makes me fall. then he told them to both ** and ******* . Too bad, they believed and now i've lost 2 of my friends. yesterday, i lost one. today i lost 2. i trusted them so much, until it hurts so bad. now, i just dont have anyone. thanks to you, you ruined my life perfectly. you defeated me. i admit defeated.

and now, im ruined, this monday, ** gonna hate me and scold me for sure when the story is false. I didnt even do anything. but everything turned out ugly. All I Wanted was happiness. now i cannot see the sun, i guess i should go. but, please believe me im innocent i didnt do anything. please believe me. i didnt do anything weh. im innocent.

to the pemfitnah: thanks for ruining me. good riddance.

"dont tell me if im dying,"

Asyraf

mencarot

err, dunno what to blog. palat tul =.=

thriving ivory - angels on the moon

bestt

bodoh

life is stupid.

Impossible.

That's not a word that's even in my vocabulary. Things are only impossible if you let them be.

I know, you're all looking at me thinking I'm insane, but if I go around thinking my dreams are impossible, or even long shots... then what's the point in having them in the first place?

I'd much rather just believe things I want are possible, period. Leaving room for doubt, or even the doubt of others, leaves room for defeat. It's really quite simple. Absolutely anything is possible if you believe it hard enough. For example... the competition for the Ivies is so high that Yale accepts less than ten percent of the applicants. Class of 2014 worked out to less than nine percent of the total applicants. 2015 was a whole .7 percent higher at 9.6 percent but I know I'm going to Yale. I'll find a way to make it happen. I could chose not to believe that, but well, what's the point in continuing to work myself to the bone in all of these classes at SMKS9 if I'm not going to be able to get into one of the top ranked schools in the world?

This is not just something that applies to where I'm going to school, though, but across the board in my whole life. Things will only get better if I believe they're possible.

shimmers

hi, today was okay. went to SACC and bought SVR2010. its about time. IT WAS AWESOMEE. the game i meant, they are like chocolate with vanilla on top. and, haha. i might getting a DSLR soon. i cant wait, i only hope my mom jadi beli. jee, life is cruel enough. -.- haha, come back here for more.

'The past is always with us, and awaits to meddle with the present'

-Asyraf

riddle me this

today was acceptable. went shopping for some clothes and a new bag. Have you ever thought you over achieved something ? I mean when youu get what you want. but the conclusion, exist with you over achieving what you want. Example , the sovereign of Austria Maria Theresa, who thoughtt the fight of two dynastic war was the cause of something else, but latter affliction it was hers.

sometimes the things i desire, bring out over achieve. like my plans or my pep talks.

i've been talking to much crap, today was fun. :) not going to school tomorrow. boredom kills.

'We persevere, god gives us hope'

Asyraf